U2's latest video

I'm snowed in and I'm loving it. It gives me permission to be lazy. To get cabin fever because I can't leave, rather than not wanting to.

Unfortunately, with cabin fever comes a lot of tv, movies, reading, computer, whatever. Not that this is any different from my normal weekend... however, something on the tv was.

I like U2. I would consider myself a fan. Their old stuff is great. I haven't really paid too much attention to them lately. Well, I did today.

Watching MTV and exposing myself to senseless episodes of Newlyweds and the Ashlee Simpson show unfortunately exposed me also to commercials. A U2 commercial to be exact. It looks as though they are on a flatbed truck going through the city.

Oddly enough, that coincides with Anne's last blog entry. You can read that here Talk about a reminder I didn't want. I wonder if Anne is in the background anywhere. I wish life was more conducive to helping people that are grieving. No one asks how I am doing with that anymore. Not that they cared to begin with, but at least pretend people! damn! I'm much better than I was. But I'm still hurting. In silence.

Where's Jai?

I've been so confused about so many things lately. The latest source of confusion, perhaps the straw that broke the camel's back and forced me to write to a faceless, quiet crowd.

Where in hell did Jai go?! He was the only queer that I really liked!! He knew how to dress, was sweet, cuuuuuuute, and basically was making all sorts of money for being a show where he didn't really do anything. Obviously a smart man. Screw Broadway and really screw OFF BROADWAY.

CRAP!